Thursday, December 07, 2006
hais....i jus disappointed one of my fren....sorry....i dunno what to say le....beside sorry...another mistake made.....i am so disappointed in myself too....hmm...shall be better next time...in my character?...hais....me too is trying hard to be a better person....i must really apologise....seriously i am not a hypocrite too...pls believe in me....i jus dint really take ur feeling into account....i dint think of the possible consequences....i know u r angry.....i shall not ask too much....to anyone out there....or rather everyone....for wadever mistake i have made and it affected u...i shall apologise and say a "sorry'" to u....it may not mean a thing, or made a difference...but it is the only thing i can do right now....i promise to be better and of better understanding....i will think of ppl feelings more....i will....pls forgive me=)
anyway hope today is not another sleepless night...cos in sleepless nights i am always alone...the night is so silent yet awaking...lols...who shall be here for me except my shadow that lurks beside me?...lols....i cant blame anyone except myself lols.... who can be as weird as me? not sleeping in the night...lols...but i really cant sleep lols....luckily there is music that accompany me thru the night....if not the feeling will be so overwhelming and unbearable....haha....
hmm...after listening so many love songs hor i shall talk something abt love...since everyone is talking abt it...lols....hmm maybe love is not my game....i jus dun understand it.... ok jus share my views...maybe everyone dun even noe what is it lols... ok jus touch on this song zui jin....heard one of my fren say, the mv is abt a girl in love with a boy but the boy is sick....ok i shall share my views after i watching it....this boy hor i think gota terminal disease bah...then he purposely go find other girls to make her leave....cos maybe dun want be a burden to her? but last scene the girl drive the car.... i think she is going to kill herself together with the boy ba....is all these abt love? sacrificing urself?in the boy opinion... love is abt giving her happiness and not being a burden to her...enduring all the suffering on his own.... to the girl, love is abt being there for ur love , even dying with him....so when someone is going to die...which is the correct way to do? like the boy who tries to make the girl leave and enduring all the things on his own? or sharing it with ur love cos sharing it with her will make her happy, cos at least she is able to be there for u....have u ever wonder how she will react if she find out the boy is doing this for her? wont she be more hurt cos u r suffering alone...the sense of closeness is not there....hmm love love love.... in my opinion...both are ways of showing love but using different methods...giving her happiness and not suffering cos u cant bear to let her suffer, or letting her suffer with u cos u know she will be happy to be by ur side sharing ur burden, doing something for u....what u want, i cant give. what i give , is not what u want....lyrics is so true yet profound....love in actual fact is not jus giving love but also accepting the love that ur love gives...
I Will Find My Way,I Want A Different Way.After The Wind And Rain,There Will Be A Brand New Day.I Will Find My Way,I Want A Different Way.Nothing Will Stop Me Now,No Matter What They Say.
posted at 2:04 AM
wishes
~ I Knew I Love You ~
A normal person leading a normal life in his own unique WAY...
Name : Lawrence Poon Wei Hao
Current School: NUS
Birthday : 19 Aug 1989
Age : 21
Horoscope : Leo
Song: I Knew I Love You
` Wishes.
~*~ Everyone around me is happy ~*~
~*~ Songs of my own ~*~
~*~ Be Happy of my life ~*~
~*~ Hope that all my wishes will come true ~*~
` Music Playing.
* By Savage Garden
Way is the will to go...the way to go is will
Music is my style, my Way.
Savage Garden
Ah Qin
Jay Zhou Jie Lun
Sam Li Sheng Jie
Hins Zhang Jing Xuan
Tank
Lee Hom
David Tao Zhe
JJ Lin Jun Jie
William Pang Wei bo
Wu Ke Qun
Gary Cao Ge
Nicky Lee Jiu Zhe
Z Zhang Zhi Cheng
Van Fan Yi Chen
Zhang Dong Liang
Guang Liang
Ping Guan
Show Luo Zhi Xiang
Daniel Chen Xiao Dong
Jacky Zhang Xue You
FEMALE SINGER
Jolin Tsai Yi LIn
Penny Dai Pei Ni
Jiang Mei Qi
Landy Wen Lan
Liang Jin Ru
Zhang Shao Han
GROUP
Tension
Wu Yue Tian
S.H.E
Fei Lun Hai
B.A.D
OTHER SONGS
Cai Hong Tian Tang by Liu Geng Hong
Bu Zhi De by Meng Fei Chuan
Ai Wo Bie Zou and Fen Shou Ba by Zhang Zheng Yue
Mei Ren Yu and I Still Believe(with Gary Cao ge) by Vivian Hsu
Hai Shi Hui Xiang Ta by Sun He Yao Shan