Monday, December 31, 2007
Maybe it's intuition,some things you just dont question. The feeling deep within is jus overwhelming, sometimes to the extent of taking over the mind, taking away ur breaths. And the feeling of helplessness, not being able to get her attention for even seconds... it isnt enough to know that you love her, it isnt enough to let her know that you love her, but to let her feel that you love her. In addition, to let her feel your love and then let her love you is even harder...
What the point of love when she dont even feels it and reciprocate it? haha... everyone knows this but just cant stop the love lols, maybe hoping one day she will understand.. haha...In an instant, the answer is so clear yet unbelievable... what can u say? Cos in her eyes, the right one isnt you, and you isnt the right one...Love sometimes jus dun turn out the way u want it to be...Have been waiting all of your life....so should you continue to wait or give it up and move on?Memories of her smile in the mind, thoughts of her words in the heart, and feelings for her in your soul...put ur mind, heart and soul in, getting frustrations, helplessness and loneliness out of the love you give...
That is jus no rhyme or reason for ur love to stand, and it is bound to fail...give up now or continue to put the love in till one day she might feel it... there is no definite answer for the love but one definite decision that lies in you...continue with the hope of completing the love or give up to find the new love of completion... it all lies in you... what can you say when the time is jus not right?
sorry, i jus cant let it go...
posted at 6:36 PM
Friday, December 14, 2007
~I Knew I Love You Before I Met You...~
hmm long long ago liao this song...haha sort of dig it up from the songs albums...haha dunno why jus feel like putting this song and replacing the "cai hong" haha.... very long dint put english song on my blog le and most imptly "I Knew I Love You Before I Met You", and really i do=P.. ahaha
Going ns tml le... this is probably my last post before i enter ns and gonna be away for a long time hope ppl will keep this blog alive by feeding it with tags or it will starve to death and also most imptly must rmb me and keep in contact with me....especially you=P
Sometimes finding a song that suits ur feeling is really easier to express oneself than a thousand words or actions... haha...a song by Savage Garden...i guess most of you must have heard of this song but has long forgotten it lols...sometimes love is jus sooo mysterical and you can never explain it haha...even if u are in love with someone ... the feeling is jus unexplainable and u could never express it with words cos it is more than jus words...more than jus a single actions...however a simple action or phrase can show love but never express it haha=P... ok no more crapping=P now jus look at the lyrics of this song=)
Maybe its intuition
Some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
And there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I love you before I met you
I think I dream you into life
I knew I love you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
There’s just no rhyme or reason
Only the sense of completion
And in your eyes I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I've found my way home
I know that it might sound more than a little crazy
But I believe
I knew I love you before I met you
I think I dream you into life
I Knew I love you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
Wooooo..woooh..wohohowoho..ohohoh
A thousand angel dance around you
Wooooo..woooh..wohohowoho..ohohoh
I am complete now that I've found you
I knew I love you before I met you
I think I dream you into life
I knew I love you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
I knew I love you before I met you
I think I dream you into life
I knew I love you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life
I knew I love you before I met you (Wooooo..woooh..wohohowoho..ohohoh)
I think I dream you into life
I knew I love you before I met you (Wooooo..woooh..wohohowoho..ohohoh)
I have been waiting all my life
~ohohohohhhohohoh……
posted at 1:31 PM
Saturday, December 08, 2007
hmmm...back to blog again...lols.. jus returned from running or rather jogging. lols. i finished 2.4km today, not too much but is the first complete 2.4km i have ever run after the four months of slacking. i feel so great after sweating that much..lols..i going ns soon haha cant blog that much le... haha not been blogging much either lols.. nvm i try to update as often as possible bah haha...
hope everyone will keep in contact and remain cheerful as always haha=P having a mixture of different feelings now haha... first of all after finishing a levels, i have like released myself from burdens of studying which have started since primary school lols... maybe not burden but sometimes studying is jus stressful... i feel so light and relaxed now haha...
hmm.. also will miss alot of thing... lols...most of all freedom!! freedom of joking and ranting on and on with friends..freedom of getting through nights chatting with friends on msn online haha.... freedom of ponning especially lessons haha... freedom of doing whatever i like even trivial things like singing a few songs before i sleep every night haha... imagine i sing and woke the whole bunk of tired ns men up... probably got bashed up lols!!! but thinking from another perspective i can learn to be disciplined lols which i am not ... which can be seen from the slacking i had done even during exams!!! listening to cai hong playing while i blogging haha...~ni yao li kai wo zhi dao hen jian dan~...lols...
hmm and on the other hand ... feeling excited abt the challenge ahead and the new friends and buddies i gonna have during two yrs of my life lols...i gonna learn a lot and be a better man lols...which girls do not have the privilege to haha!!!... erm and i sort of consoling myself? lols... sometimes it is better to console oneself than being pessimistic and rant on and on haha=P gonna miss my "tongue- sticking out smiley" ( =P ) lols=)
hmm miss the days where i play the toys in kindergarten..miss the days when i play catching during recess breaks in primary school... miss the days when we play all sorts of ridiculous games in secondary schools with my gang (zhixiang,ji wei and zhen yang), miss the days during npcc which we gone thru ups and downs fun and the not-so-fun trainings with crazy ppl like jun jie, wei en, adrian... miss the days where the whole 4e2 mugging tgt lols...miss the jc class i am in where i make great friends who joke with me like jason, jin-e and ivan amd all and also girls like valerie and gang and wonderful teachers, making the jc life less stressful than usual lols=P haha but life got to move on and one day i will look back and miss the days in ns.. or will i? lols... haha memories reminsced is really only meant to be reminsced haha... gonna find other beautiful things in life ... the new rainbows in life haha=P
i have learnt a lesson that it doesnt really matter how your life changes, what matters is how you change your life and want it to be.=)
posted at 10:37 AM
wishes
~ I Knew I Love You ~
A normal person leading a normal life in his own unique WAY...
Name : Lawrence Poon Wei Hao
Current School: NUS
Birthday : 19 Aug 1989
Age : 21
Horoscope : Leo
Song: I Knew I Love You
` Wishes.
~*~ Everyone around me is happy ~*~
~*~ Songs of my own ~*~
~*~ Be Happy of my life ~*~
~*~ Hope that all my wishes will come true ~*~
` Music Playing.
* By Savage Garden
Way is the will to go...the way to go is will
Music is my style, my Way.
Savage Garden
Ah Qin
Jay Zhou Jie Lun
Sam Li Sheng Jie
Hins Zhang Jing Xuan
Tank
Lee Hom
David Tao Zhe
JJ Lin Jun Jie
William Pang Wei bo
Wu Ke Qun
Gary Cao Ge
Nicky Lee Jiu Zhe
Z Zhang Zhi Cheng
Van Fan Yi Chen
Zhang Dong Liang
Guang Liang
Ping Guan
Show Luo Zhi Xiang
Daniel Chen Xiao Dong
Jacky Zhang Xue You
FEMALE SINGER
Jolin Tsai Yi LIn
Penny Dai Pei Ni
Jiang Mei Qi
Landy Wen Lan
Liang Jin Ru
Zhang Shao Han
GROUP
Tension
Wu Yue Tian
S.H.E
Fei Lun Hai
B.A.D
OTHER SONGS
Cai Hong Tian Tang by Liu Geng Hong
Bu Zhi De by Meng Fei Chuan
Ai Wo Bie Zou and Fen Shou Ba by Zhang Zheng Yue
Mei Ren Yu and I Still Believe(with Gary Cao ge) by Vivian Hsu
Hai Shi Hui Xiang Ta by Sun He Yao Shan