Monday, December 31, 2007
Maybe it's intuition,some things you just dont question. The feeling deep within is jus overwhelming, sometimes to the extent of taking over the mind, taking away ur breaths. And the feeling of helplessness, not being able to get her attention for even seconds... it isnt enough to know that you love her, it isnt enough to let her know that you love her, but to let her feel that you love her. In addition, to let her feel your love and then let her love you is even harder...
What the point of love when she dont even feels it and reciprocate it? haha... everyone knows this but just cant stop the love lols, maybe hoping one day she will understand.. haha...In an instant, the answer is so clear yet unbelievable... what can u say? Cos in her eyes, the right one isnt you, and you isnt the right one...Love sometimes jus dun turn out the way u want it to be...Have been waiting all of your life....so should you continue to wait or give it up and move on?Memories of her smile in the mind, thoughts of her words in the heart, and feelings for her in your soul...put ur mind, heart and soul in, getting frustrations, helplessness and loneliness out of the love you give...
That is jus no rhyme or reason for ur love to stand, and it is bound to fail...give up now or continue to put the love in till one day she might feel it... there is no definite answer for the love but one definite decision that lies in you...continue with the hope of completing the love or give up to find the new love of completion... it all lies in you... what can you say when the time is jus not right?
sorry, i jus cant let it go...
posted at 6:36 PM
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