Thursday, February 07, 2008
Yoz...been botak for two months....remember the feeling of shaving all my hair off...looking back, it had been two months from now.... life in ns seems to put a temporary stop to my life, as if i had been detached from the world i used to live in....detached from the outside world....life seems to be such a routine now.... i always look into the sky and wonder how everyone is doing under the same blue sky, yet they seems so far from me haha...
Chinese new year comes and i got a few days off woohoo.... a few days back to reality... haha... bought a new cap to cover my botak head lols....actually look quite cool ... lols... dint really have the habit of wearing cap but actually it isnt that bad either lols.... missing alot of my friends and relatives lols...optmistically it is not too bad....like what my sergeants say, take it as you r protecting ur loved ones, ur family and friends.... it will be worthwhile afterall....two years of my life may be long however worthy...alot of things i wanna do, but dont have the time to.....things that i really want to go for , which i may regret if i dont fight for it.... but it jus dont allow me to... the constraints r taking off all my chances which i can never fight against....i could jus pray and see it through... may it be there when i can go for it....sometimes life is jus uncontrollable and giving up may be the only option out....
even if i knew i love you and i still do
posted at 11:11 PM
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